These few days has been really up bringging. Ok it's really late now, and my choices of diction isn't at its very best.

But i just couldn't help but to say , i've been really truly happy for the past few days.

Then i realised, last week i wanted to blog about something when i was happy, but i forgot to blog about it. So i'll blog on it now.

One fine day when i was being the rascal I always am, I sat beside this heart dropping, knees wobbling, nose bleed inducing, mouth dropping handsome guy in a bus. That was after i offered the seat to my friend, who gently declined it because it takes a whole lot of guts to not faint when u come just a few milimetres away from him. And i mastered the technique of not drooling over him and whaddayanoe ?  i chatted with him . What made it so much more better was that he was genuinely interested in talking to me. He wasn't just merely trying to create conversation, he did wanted to talk. The whole wide world knows that i'm not an easy person to initiate a conversation with , and he's not a conversationist either. He's pretty quiet, despite his good looks.  I also realised that, it was our first time when we got a chance to have a general talk with each other. It wasn't an intelligent conversation, but it was a genuine one, like he was really interested when he asked about me. Plus those looks, i think i fainted right there and then but due to my quick reflexes, i regained consciousness. I'm not talking about a golden oppurtunity in my ever so scandalous love life, but on how it makes me happy when a guy doesn't mind my lousy diction pronounciation, my stutters, my sudden quick speaking , my even more sudden mumbling, and sometimes yong sui expressions and just talks to me because he wants to. It's a great boost to the ego u noe. I'm not saying that creating conversation just to break the silence is not good, but a genuine conversation between a guy and a girl is more memorable, where you feel more full. And because of these genuine conversations, comes a less awkward silence and where when silence comes, you just appreciate the company of each other.